Silent whispers whilst the earth stood still

Silent whispers whilst the earth stood still

I feel a connection as I’m stood on a hill

I hear a voice ‘it’s gonna be alright

Don’t let the others give you a fright’

I take two steps forward, the wind picks up speed

I then drop a note for you all to read

My mind’s now racing, everything’s black

Is there time to stop and think back

Thinking of all the wrong in my life

Been looking around to find my knife

I see a glimmer, a flicker of light

It was so intense luminous and bright

So I picked it up, now blood everywhere

Looking over the hill I stop and stare

The pain I’ve gone through, all sorts of abuse

Trying to fix it with substance misuse

Refusing the help that was given to me

Because in my head I didn’t believe

That I could live in a decent world

And be a successful great minded girl

I hear another voice passing through

And telling me to still pursue

Now off guard, feet hanging off edge

I still keep thinking of my pledge

I hear more words, protected ones

Saying my journey has just begun

Something came down and pulled me along

Whilst hearing a nice angelic song

The words of the song now stuck in my head

And now thank god that I’m not dead

He gave me a sign, a warning at that

So now in prayer I talk and I chirp

Everything now makes a little sense

I’m now at ease and not so tense

Now I’m in change I go to the lords’ house

And back to the top not going down south

--Aisha